Strange is life's experience sometimes

I don't know why I am feeling heavy inside....... Stories and novels were something I was crazy for..... Blogging was the site I loved to wander about...... But today....I am not feeling like doing anything..... A sense of emptiness, loneliness surrounding me....... Everything went fine the whole day..... Still there is something. Can't figure out what is it...... Today my Papa talked to me very well. Today the food in hostel was better than other days and I really enjoyed it. Today I didn't get bored the whole day. I was reading blogs. Today, even I went to the market and roamed about for sometime. Today, a new aunty smiled at me.... Today, I talked to a senior by myself and she was really good with me. Even, I had talked a long time with my darling. Everything had gone very well and still, something was not letting me to be normal. What is it???? Really can't get any answer to this question. My heart is very heavy. Sometimes, life gives us strange feelings, that we can never understand. Perhaps something like this was happening with me. My Mom used to say that this happens when someone far from us misses us. Maybe..someone was missing me.... Who is that person, if it is so? Whatever it is...but it is really weird and upsetting...... Anyways.... going to bed with a question mark in my heart... Let God answer my question in my dream......!!!!